Hati Batu

ikhlaskan hati ku

2012-02-14T04:45:00.000-08:00

tak perlulah nk berdebat kerja apa yang paling susah dalam dunia, yang mana semua orang nampak bodoh bila mengutarakan persoalan tersebut.

sebenarnya jika anda seorang jurutera, doktor, kerani, malahan tukang kebun sekalipun, semua kerja adalah tidak sama. TEKANAN nya adalah berbeza-beza. jadi tidak timbul persoalan kerja kau lagi senang daripada kerja aku.

berbalik kepada profesion perguruan, pekerjaan guru sekarang kerja MENGAJARNYA semakin kurang, tapi kerja PENGKERANIANNYA semakin bertambah. biasanya kerja pengkeranian ni wajib dibawa balik memandang sekarang ni semua nk online bagai.

yang pelik bin ajaibnya, walaupun menggunakan sistem online, cikgu2 masih juga perlu mengisi secara manual jugak. dan kadang2 kita membuat kerja mengisi data yang sama berkali2. pastu berebut2 pulak dengan guru semalaysia nak isi data. pagi2 berperang dengan students. bukan perang nak mengajar, tapi perang nak collect segala macam borang yang nk difailkan. last2 mengajarnya pon ala kadar. preparation nk buat ABM pon kadang2 tertangguh. itu yang paling tak suka.

jadi ya ALLAH, macamana nk collect pahala menyampaikan ilmu yang aku nak bawak ke mati nanti?

p/s bukan keluhan kerja2 yang menimbun tapi kesal sebab anak2 bangsa tergadai dalam mencari ilmu. TUHAN, sangat menyedihkan bila bangsa sendiri tak tahu pun nk tulis KHAMIS dalam BI. kasihan, anak2 bangsa yang tidak sedar akan kepentingan ilmu. kasihan, anak2 bangsa yang gurunya pon tak berkesempatan untuk menolong.

ragbi 1

2012-02-13T07:22:00.000-08:00

dulu aku suka baca komik eyeshield 21. watak yang paling aku suka of course la Hiruma. masa tu orang kate minat terhadap bad boy gitu. so memula aku memang tak berapa paham la corak permainan american football ni. tapi lepas "kawan baik" terangkan sikit2, boleh la kan..

lepas graduated, aku dah meninggalkan dunia manga, kadang2 je aku bukak anime. tu pon aku tengok detective conan je pun.

jadi, esok aku nak mengajar topik ragbi. so dh study sikit2 kan... rujuk buku n internet. hopefully, bolehla mengajar dengan baik esok. seronok jugak ni ajar bebudak perempuan main ragbi.

ada 6 kemahiran yang diperlukan semasa permainan ragbi.

1. menghantar dan menerima

2. menendang

3. menangkap

4. berlari

5. tackle

6. skrum

okay, aku tengah study video and notes utk kemahiran yang first, iaitu menghantar dan menerima.

sebenarnya aku belajar pasal ragbi ni kat sini rugby site. it is very helpful.

nak sambung tapi mengantuk sangat dah...

please remember me.

2012-02-13T02:51:00.000-08:00

tahun lepas banyak mengeluk kerja banyak.

tahun ni, tak mau la mengeluh banyak sangat. kerja tu ibadat.

-SOMEONE LIKE YOU-

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, "
Yeah

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Yeah

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, ~~I'll find someone like you~~
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

p/s: i d

nk gila

2012-02-13T01:26:00.001-08:00

tensen gila kot kalau blog serius tak hapdate.

what if i wanted to fight?

2012-02-08T04:32:00.000-08:00

the kill

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do? (Oh, oh)
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
~~Beg for the rest of my life~~
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you (from you)

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.

Ah, ah
Oh, oh
Ah, ah

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you.
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

Come break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)

(You say you wanted more)
What if I wanted to break...?
(What are you waiting for?)
Bury me, bury me
(I'm not running from you)
What if I
What if I
What if I
What if I
Bury me, bury me

mekdi

2012-02-07T02:46:00.000-08:00

balik dari IOI terkenang pulak lagu ni...

orang kata, cinta perlu dipupuk...

"If You're Not The One"

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?

If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?

If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call

If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I'll never know whatthe future brings

But I know you're here with me now

We’ll make it through

And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand

If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?

If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?

If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?

If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away

But I know that this much is true

We’ll make it through

And I hope you are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with

And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with

I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand

If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away

And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today

‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right

And though I can’t be with you tonight

You know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand

If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am

Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

science form 1: chapter 4

2012-02-07T02:11:00.000-08:00

click here

p/s: macam biase semua video kena convert to wmv dulu.. :)

BEST WAY TO LEARN THE ELEMENTS! - Periodic Table Song

2012-02-06T20:39:00.000-08:00

teacher, y u no found this video during my high school?

i love this!!

science form 1: chapter 1 and 3, 2.3

2012-02-06T02:37:00.000-08:00

tahun lepas aku mengajar sains form 1. jadi lebih senang ajar sains ni menggunakan video, ekperimen, dan juga mendedahkan pelajar dengan soalan-soalan sebenar.

semasa aku belajar dulu aku tak didedahkan dengan kaedah "menyalin nota" sebaliknya menjawab soalan.

jadi aku menggunakan kaedah yang sama tahun lepas. tahun ni nampaknya bulan yang pertama ni, agak ~~tunggang-langgang~~ mengajar form 4. awal2 ni chapter biology, so bagi aku memang agak ~~sakit~~.

berbalik pada science form 1, ada 7 bab, tapi ni je yang aku jumpa dalam hard disk, sebab tahun lepas lappy kena virus. so, ada yang hilang...

p/s: pastikan video yang didownload tu , convert pada format wmv dulu sebelum dimasukkan ke dalam powerpoint. and pastikan video2 tu diletakkan dalam satu folder. lagi satu, pandai2 lah cut sikit video tu.. takkan la nk tayang semua ye dok. :)

click here

goodbye kiss

2012-02-05T00:23:00.000-08:00

Doomed from the start
We met with a ~~goodbye kiss~~, I broke my wrist
It all kicked off, I had no choice
You said that you didn't mind 'cause love's hard to find
Maybe the days we had are gone, living in silence for too long
Open your eyes and what do you see?
No more laughs, no more photographs

Turning slowly, looking back, see
No words, can save this, you're broken and I'm pissed
Run along like I'm supposed to, be the man I ought to
Rock and Roll, sent us insane, ~~I hope someday that we will meet again~~

Running wild
Giving it everyone, now that's all done
Cause we burnt out, that's what you do
When you have everything, it can't be true
Maybe the days we had are gone, living in silence for too long
Open you're eyes and what do you see?
The last stand, let go of my hand

Turning slowly, looking back, see
No words, can save this, you're broken and I'm pissed
Run along like I'm supposed to, be the man I ought to
Rock and Roll, sent us insane, I hope someday that we will meet again
You go your way and I'll go my way
No words can save us, this lifestyle made us
Run along like I'm supposed to, be the man I ought to
Rock and Roll, sent us insane, I hope someday that we will meet again

science form 4: chap 1 and 2

2012-02-03T19:13:00.000-08:00

nah sepam.

chapter 1 (kelik here)

chapter 2 (kelik here)

guru

2012-02-03T04:46:00.000-08:00

Seorang wanita muda sedang menghadiri perbicaraan di Mahkamah kerana melanggar lampu merah.

Dia menjelaskan kepada hakim bahawa dia seorang guru dan minta supaya perkaranya diselesaikan dengan cepat agar dia boleh segera kembali ke kelasnya.

"Baik, baik," kata Hakim.

"Jadi Anda seorang guru? Sudah bertahun-tahun saya menunggu kedatangan seorang guru dalam perbicaraan saya ini. Sebagai hukumannya.. Sekarang Anda duduk di meja itu dan tulislah

'Saya tidak akan melanggar lampu merah lagi' sebanyak 500 kali.

di sini

Penghujung Cintaku

2012-01-28T19:54:00.000-08:00

berakhir sudah pencarian cintaku
jiwa ini tak lagi sepi, hati ini tlah ada yang miliki
tiba diriku di penghujung mencari cinta
diri ini tak lagi sepi, kini aku tak sendiri

aku akan menikahimu, aku akan menjagamu
ku kan selalu di sisimu seumur hidupmu
aku akan menyayangimu, ku kan setia kepadamu
ku kan selalu di sisimu seumur hidupmu

tiba diriku di penghujung mencari cinta
hati ini tak lagi sepi, kini aku tak sendiri

aku akan menyayangimu, ku kan setia kepadamu (kepadamu)
ku kan selalu di sisimu seumur hidupmu
wooo aku akan menikahimu, oh aku akan menjagamu
ku kan selalu di sisimu seumur hidupmu

nananana nananana nananana nananana
ku kan selalu di sisimu seumur hidupmu
seumur hidupmu

YUNA - Fears And Frustrations (Decorate - EP 2011)

2012-01-28T09:47:00.000-08:00

Fears and Frustrations

2012-01-28T09:42:00.000-08:00

aku tak minat yuna since aku rasa lagu2 die sebelum2 ni memang rase tak ngam ngan jiwa aku.

tapi lagu2 engrish die ni semacam masyuk n rilex je.

Fears and Frustrations <---kelik here

This love affair between you and I

Do you think it’s worth the try

Hearts to be broken

I wonder if you do this often

You ~~occupy my mind all day and night~~

I think of things to say to do

What we should do to keep this alive

You love sending chills up my spine

Depending on it most of the time

But for you I’m just an ordinary girl

But you bumped into

Hoping I’ll leave you

Within a month or two

Fears and frustration galore

I’ll never understand you

I’ll never be the girl you long for

I’ll never be the hand you want to hold

And if we go back in time

Would you still be the same person

I’d do it all over again

~~I’ll try to make you mine~~

We spent so much time

Looking into each others’ eyes

~~Looking into each others’ lies~~

Overlooking reality

I’m feeding on high expectations and happy endings

We were high above the ground or was it just me?

I’ll pull myself out of this confusion

I never meant to be an intrusion

But ~~for you I’m nothing more but just a phase~~

Fears and frustration galore

I’ll never understand you

I’ll never be the girl you long for

I’ll never be the hand you want to hold

And if we go back in time

Would you still be the same person

I’d do it all over again

I’ll try to make you mine

Fears and frustration galore

I’ll never understand you

I’ll never be the girl you long for

I’ll never be the hand you want to hold

And if we go back in time

Would you still be the same person

I’d do it all over again

I’ll try to make you mine